A year ago, I found my prince and thought that I had my fairy tale already like my favorites- Snowhite, Cinderella, etc. I really felt like I was one of those princesses because of him. I thought that I could also have their happy endings, but I was wrong. My Prince and I have to put and end to our so- called “love story” because we both agreed that it was the right thing to do. It was a very sad ending for me because there’s a regret that I left him because I thought everything will be okay. I never thought that leaving this place and him to follow my dreams will change everything. The only good thing about us is that even we’re not “lovers” anymore, we are still friends and he’s always there to comfort and he never failed to cheer me up especially when I was really down. I was mad at him when I was in Thailand because for more than a month our communication was gone. I was like a fool who kept asking my friends, our common friends what happened to him, but the answer they gave me is that, they don’t know and I also called him a few times, but his phone was off. I was very worried because one thing I told him before I left is that he shouldn’t fail to let me know what’s happening to him or just an update just to make myself calm and that I should not worry. The communication is still there, but you know what’s very painful in it? Still, deep inside me is still hoping for another chance for both of us, but perhaps it’s the end of everything and that I should let him go. I don’t know why I’m too emotional when it comes to love and I hate it. I hate the fact that no matter how hard I tried to act that I am okay (which is not!) but deep inside, I am hurt.
It is really the end of everything for my prince found already his princess and told me that I should let him go. Now, that he is okay already, I must go on without him and the only way to forget him is not to be friends with him and to stop the communication. I wish him all the best in his life and I hope that our paths will not meet. I’m sure it’ll take a long time for me to forget him but in time, I know I’ll forget him. :)